haiz..2nite donnw ad's wrong with mi..seems so angry e whole time..i hate being a gurl..so ma fan de..den everytime also get mood swing..den also piss mi darling off sometime..i seriously hate this feelin lor..haiz..bacj 2 2nite..2nite like..donno lar..everything also got no mood de..like alot os thing supress in mi..very uncomfortable this feelin..like wanna shout but den cannot..wanna like 'complain' also cannot find suitable person..although mi darling is e bez choice..but den scard make him angry..so decided not to say anything..haiz..quiet 4 e whole nite..well..almost..nth much le lar..so sleep..bez thing 2 do..haha..nitez darling..woaini..
Thursday, December 02, 2004
__i have the courage to love you no more__
i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3
esther lin chun ai
140590
sweet sixteen
160cm 3e4 '05
4e4 '06
judokar
taekwondo
estherlin_ca@hotmail.com
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